My Family is a Pain

[Coco]

Here, I said it.
Not all of them, though, but some of them really make me angry.

My step father, for example. I can't really point at what's wrong, it's just that we never got along. And he always likes to teas me, as he did today. Perhaps it's my fault too, when I was Little I used to tell him I want my previous father back... But hey, I was little, my parents just got divorced and suddenly a man that likes to teas me slides into our family, what could I say? Never mind, the point is that we never really got along, he irritates me, and I don't think we'll ever live together in harmony.

And there's my twin brother. He gets always what I want, and that's just not fair! he got to fly to the USA last year, he's not studying in Friday anymore while I do, he appears in every school show and stuff, he haves friends who appreciate him, he is the one who got thinner while I haven't lost even a single gram for a year. I'm sick of it. Why is it that my life are worth less then his? it's just not fair that he gets everything I dreamed of, that he gets so easily things that I need to work hard for. And he's like "Oh my, I wasn't aboard for a year! what should I do?!..." and later "It's not a good thing to be jealous, ya'no". WTF?! And I know it's not a nice thing to jealous, but it's just not fair.

Not sure how will this post help me, but today I just felt that I need to let it out, or else I'll get crazeh.

[dawgdoom.]

All of my family (that lives with me) irritate me, its just something you to have to deal with. My brother finished high school and didn't get a job, doesn't drive, doesn't do anything and as annoying as me going to school while he does nothing is, I can't blame him. I hate driving, and I hate working too and I love doing nothing.

My parents cater to his every request because he's a bodybuilder and everything has to be the same for him. They'll force me to go drive with my dad but my brother just sits on the couch. I'll be forced to go to family parties but he gets to stay home, etc. I don't mention it to them because I feel like if I do they'll make him do the same stuff. The goal isn't for him to have to do these things too, but for neither of us to.

But I can't really be mad at my parents while their making me dinner and taking care of me. That's the part that makes me crazy...

and I've long been crazy.

[ToriJ]

Things happen, ya know? Your life is worth how much you measure it yourself not how much somebody else does.

I think family driving you crazy is something that just comes naturally really. No matter how much you may love a brother or a sister they can still drive you bonkers. I got off pretty lucky as far as family is concerned. I have a loving father, mother, older brother. People who care whether or not I make something of my life. Actually care where I am when they don't know. Some people don't have that.

Still drive me up the wall at times but that's okay. I drive them bonkers quite often too.